Finally after a week can blog alr...
Wed tot tat i could be more "guai" abit to go band for the national anthem earlier.
but got so many tests and homework...so oni came at ard 7 am.not bad alr...haha
Well, national anthem sounded TOO WEIRD!!! cos some important parts were not played!
Noe y??cos some ppl did not come...haiz.cant blame her more further cos she oso can't stand it. HAIZ...tats wat tat happen in the morning...forgive and try to forget her wrong lah.
Speech day rehearsal, one word i wll give. TERRIBLE!
y?? cos everyone unhappy with one another.
and oso the rehearsal, AIRS tat we played was not really not good.
Ppl giving troubles to one another...everyone had "black face", i did not have mood too(seeing others lyk this).knowing tat wat will happen when we return to band room,i tried to hide the emotions.(knowing the tings tat would happen is tat ex-cos would scold everyone and everyone would show face again.haiz...)
When Shivam asked me to fall in the band, i did it although i did not have mood...
help Shivam lor cos he and the other ex-cos so angry and tired le.
then Shivam tok (er,scold i tink) to band and ask everyone to reflect.
I stand beside the squad, alr very tired and sad...i stoned there.
mefline came and made a speech abt what our band state would most likely to be lyk
when the sec 4s step dowm and eventually graduate.haiz...
half way of her speech, i broke down.Christine asked me to settle down myself outside the band room.Rachel came out as she did not fall in, to console me.Christabel came out too and gave me a hug. I was really in despair...Not long,Rachel began to cry too...haiz.
After all the speeches,Shivam fall all of them out.Zhong yi saw me crying...she tried to console me but ended up tat she cried too...
Steph hu was angry during fall in and stomped off, came and console ppl nhu are crying too.
Everyone was lyk busy console ppl hu r crying,outside the bandroom.
this shopws the loving and caring for one another...
went to toilet...eyes so red...
Saw Tessa.Heard tat she came to toilet straight away after fall out to calm herself.
Shi ning came in too.Tried to console me...she cried eventually......
Haiz...came out of toilet saw ex-cos.they saw us and looked shocked.
Zhong Yi and i went home, silently.
haiz...see everyone lyk this very heartache. realy can't tolerate it.
Rachel told me tat she was so shocked to see me cry and she was oso too "kek shim" (heartache)
so she cried...Everyone hu cried,could not tolerate the problems.
Well ,'results never lie'...lets see abt how this phrase could prove how everyone resolve tings. Everytime when we see some band members be so defiant against the ex-cos or sth,
but when we meet this type of crucial tings, the true self will appear.
Sometimes, these people isit how u tink they are.
Look at the truth beneath and not just the "surface" of some things.
Let's see...hopefully it will be a positive when the next batch(my batch)takes over the sec 4s.
We can do it man. go sec 3s.Hopes are pinned on us.Good luck and go for it!!! (:
Byebyes(:
see ya...
{ love had made me blind- }
